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A story about angst: Part 1

December 12, 2005 on 3:00 pm | In Kumara | | Sicopath

Dear friends,
I regret to inform you all that I have died. The corporeal world has nothing left for me to discover, as I’ve discovered that every possible point of approach leads to failure.

It has been said that the purpose of a future is to escape your past, but the past has been greater than the present. To remain would be to chain myself to an endlessly propagating misery; hence I’ve chosen to escape my future.

The crossing was gentle; I went with much pain. Spirits now surround me; they’re everywhere. Souls do exist and the ones remaining are great in number, resisting the call of the great beyond. I hear the calls myself, ancestors beckoning to me and crying out not the name I’d been given, but the one I wished to have. The one I hold in my ethereal heart; “Picah.”

Picah now resists the pull of the world beyond this one; I choose to remain much the same as the restless souls that haunt my ghostly vision. I cannot leave until I fully understand my former misery; as a ghost I will explore the world that until now has been hidden from me.

Presently I wander the streets, looking for answers. Deep inside, I hope my misery was well deserved. If I could find it in my heart to hate all of you, then this crossing would have been worthwhile…

to be continued if I can be bothered continuing it without resorting to tasteless references which make it read like a piece of shit.

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